Wild Thoughts

Artist: Ri   Twitter: @RidaJafar

ArtistRi   Twitter: @RidaJafar


wild

wīld/

adjective

uncontrolled or unrestrained, especially in pursuit of pleasure.

 

I get uncontrollable Wild Thoughts when I think about you. I think about what you're doing, where you are, and what you are wearing. You ever had someone who completely blows your mind? They have you wanting to drop whatever you are doing just to breathe in their air. Yea, I know the feeling. Everything about you makes my mind go crazy. It makes me want to hold you, rub your back, and tell you the plans I have for you. I get Wild Thoughts when I think about how beautiful you look with a fresh fade, catching you brush your hair for 10 minutes to make sure your waves are in place, or when you say, "You mean everything to me.". It's crazy forreal.

I get Wild Thoughts about our future and the things we have planned. Of course I think about you on a much deeper level. I want to know everything; yes tell me anything. I'm listening to you use adjectives I've never placed in a sentence before, to describe how beautiful I am. You are talking and I hear you say, "Your head will spin if you knew all the thoughts I had of you girl", and I am staring at you, just mesmerised. Stuck. I am in awe of the amount of beauty you hold. Your smile is gorgeous, teeth so straight. Like, can I please admire you for a minute... or two?

You are my absolute best friend in the whole wide world. You know three years worth of my secrets. You complete my sentences, you understand my jokes, we turn up together, and you know every part of me, the good and the not so good. You know where every beauty mark is placed. Your Wild Thoughts about me are out of this world. And, all I want to do is talk to you all day. I don't care if we barely say a word. I don't care how many times a day you call, I answer- "What you doing today? Who made you mad? Wait...you love me how much? Wow! I miss you too. I love you more. Yes baby, tell me all about it...". 

I cross my fingers, in hopes that these Wild Thoughts never leave me. You free me.